The problem of being a writer !!!
I have started to write with such consitency for the first time in my life. It doesnt mean that i havent been writing and come to IIT without writing anything(I am a firm believer that writing is the best way to remeber things, which i am good at....dimag kahan se laaon yaar). But when it comes to writing my mind.....I havent done that before.
But there is this suspicious me, sitting inside who always thinks...should i write this?? Wont it make me open to everyone?? And to be truthful uptill now that insider is winning the battle. I was actually perterbed when i realized that even the profs might be surfing this blog of mine !!! and what if the lone hero of this semester who has been causing all the ruckus of studying reads my words of appreciation .....I dont know
I actually thought about re.reading my posts and removing Objectionable content . But i havent been able to generate enthu to actually read all the crap i have written in last few days. Any ways after getting my second job i have become more carefree...But still the suspicious me at times makes me worry a bit.
This is not the real problem that i have faced as a writer in last few days, the probable reason is that i also know that there is nothing that offensive in my posts. And they carry much less venom compared to the first article i wrote which may not see the light of insight because of its content. So whats the real problem !!!!
Well the problem is that whenever i am free, i start thinking what could my next blog be about !!
My post dinner walk and inter study session walks have become home to such wandering thoughts that i cant even write about all of them here....since the suspicious me is still the winner.
What was i thinking about writing before i hung up this title !!!....i was thinking about how the youth of today has fun...what are the things they enjoy they most...What are there favourite passtimes.....
And the kind of content that came to my mind was not all that unobjectionable....and suddenly this title came up....which i didnt feel like changing ...so...
ak
But there is this suspicious me, sitting inside who always thinks...should i write this?? Wont it make me open to everyone?? And to be truthful uptill now that insider is winning the battle. I was actually perterbed when i realized that even the profs might be surfing this blog of mine !!! and what if the lone hero of this semester who has been causing all the ruckus of studying reads my words of appreciation .....I dont know
I actually thought about re.reading my posts and removing Objectionable content . But i havent been able to generate enthu to actually read all the crap i have written in last few days. Any ways after getting my second job i have become more carefree...But still the suspicious me at times makes me worry a bit.
This is not the real problem that i have faced as a writer in last few days, the probable reason is that i also know that there is nothing that offensive in my posts. And they carry much less venom compared to the first article i wrote which may not see the light of insight because of its content. So whats the real problem !!!!
Well the problem is that whenever i am free, i start thinking what could my next blog be about !!
My post dinner walk and inter study session walks have become home to such wandering thoughts that i cant even write about all of them here....since the suspicious me is still the winner.
What was i thinking about writing before i hung up this title !!!....i was thinking about how the youth of today has fun...what are the things they enjoy they most...What are there favourite passtimes.....
And the kind of content that came to my mind was not all that unobjectionable....and suddenly this title came up....which i didnt feel like changing ...so...
ak
posted by Life at 3:34 AM
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