season of treats

this is the first time in my life when without a compulsion i am going to have 3 straight treats
am i happy....i dont know
this job treat
todays is the most grand one it is supposed to be a 5 star hotel.my first such dinner.
lets see how it turns out
the usual process of before the treat is different this time accept for a few more than routine things like one of the friends getting angry.

job job......the uncertainties in my mind are increasing
I clearly remember the quote of my mps vice principle at our whatever ceremony in class 12th
"you are going to get out of this cocoon in which we have taken special care of yours"
i extended my cocoon for 6 more years after that. And did my best to extend for 2 more years with an MBA in which i have falied this time. But as usual i still seem to have energy to slug it out. Lets see how that turns out an year from now.

But for now it seems that i have reached the gate to this cocoon and am going to enter the world sooner rather than later.


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